A BOY IS A GUN*
Narrative Overview
A BOY IS A GUN* is the immediate aftermath of Igor's ultimatum. The love interest is rightfully scared and distant. As a result, Igor begins to recognize the danger of the relationship but is far from over his feelings, and hope for something more still lingers. Ultimately, A BOY IS A GUN* presents a paradox showing that this relationship is something Igor desires, despite it being incredibly dangerous.
Emotions Expressed
A BOY IS A GUN* expresses a wide range of emotions, from fear, frustration, and confusion to desire.
Lyrical Breakdown
- "No, don't shoot me down": Can be interpreted as Igor pleading with the love interest. Igor wants to move on but also fears rejection. There is still a desire for a relationship, as he later sings "when the time's right".
- "You so motherfuckin' dangerous": Igor acknowledges the destructive potential that the love interest and the relationship have over him, which he continues to express in PUPPET.
- "How come you the best to me? I know you the worst for me": Again highlights the internal conflict and the addictive nature of this toxic love.
- "You invited me to breakfast, why the fuck your ex here?": The love triangle continues, fueling Igor's frustration.
- "I'ma leave us as friends / 'Cause the irony is I don't wanna see you again / Stay the fuck away from me": Igor attempts to break away, recognizing the toxicity. However, this seems more out of anger than growth, as you will continue to see.
Musical Breakdown
- The production is lush and soulful, contrasting with the previous track's aggression, yet still carrying an undercurrent of tension through the use of strong drums.
- The phrase "a boy is a gun" is a central metaphor, suggesting that the love interest holds the power to cause immense emotional harm to Igor. The use of a gunshot sound adds to this metaphor, showing that power is already being used.
- The soulful background vocals and instrumentation represent the lingering affection and the sweetness that makes the relationship so hard to quit, despite the danger.
Samples
A BOY IS A GUN* samples Bound by Ponderosa Twins Plus One. This sample, also famously used by Kanye West in Bound 2, carries themes of being romantically tied to someone despite difficulties in the relationship. Its use here underscores Igor's feeling of being inextricably linked to this person, despite the pain.